ytd was a totally painful dae for me.. thannks baobei SIHUI ; GAVINbestie for being thr for me ytd.. WEIHONG jie too.. i hurt my EX. he was suffering so much. his family members quarrelled and fought.. he left home and spent the night outside.. including the blow i gave him, he was suffering like madd. I AM TERRIBLY SORRY. but i cant change the fact that i have no feelings for you.. TERRIBLY SORRY.
vented my anger of SOMEONE on SOMEONE'S bball. i kick it lots of times.. hahas. my way of venting my anger.. i cant totally blame that SOMEONE lahh. i have to blame myself for liking that SOMEONE... if only i could have given up on SOMEONE my life would have been easier for me.. i would not have CRIED because of SOMEONE I HATE HIM!!!
to teelin:
WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU YTD?!?! YOU SAID I COULD CALL YOU UP IF ANYTHING HAPPENS. YOU SAID I COULD CONFIDE IN YOU IF SOMETHING HAPPENED... BUT WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU YTD?!?! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO?? WHERE WERE YOU?? you went missing when i needed soemone to talk to. I HATE YOU SO MUCH!! you left me alone.. I HATE YOU.
off to the happy things.. i think my mother sort of sensed that i was feeling down.. she tried cheering me upp. i GUESS i cant complain abt her as my mother aniimore.. i am already lucky enough.. SYF is TMR!! wadd to do?? i am feeling afraid that CHOIR will not be ready.. ARGH! wadd the hell am i saying?? MUST BE POSITIVE!! l0ls. hahas. :) i CHEERED UPP. hehe. forgotten abt EVERY SADD THINGS. life has to go on right?? hahas. :)). I WONT LET OBSTACLES STOP ME FRM REACHING MY GOAL.. wadd goal do i have?? XD