i am sorry but it has to end. though its only a dae..
but i dun seem to have the feelings.
i realised i was using you to forget himm
but i cant forget himm.
i am sorry. it ended : 21/04/2007
well, i think i feel free now.. i kind of feel guilty too. i met him aft choir prac todae and we walked to rivervale plaza to eat.. and i met MR WONG on the way.. at the plaza thr, jieqi and thendiana saw us together.. and i sort of stressed out. then while eating, nobody talked it was silent, seems like there is a thick wall seperating us.. the aft eating, he walked me to the bus-stop to go hme. then my bus came and i ran aft it. he ran aft me and gae me a ring.. i was stunned. WOAH THIS GOING TOO FAST.. i was kinda scared..
then when i reached hme, i told him that i did not really have feelings for him and i tried to have but couldn't.. he was HURT. i was too. it wasnt easy when i still like SOMEONE and i accepted HIM just to forget that SOMEONE. it was hard.. i did not really want this to happen.. but i simply cant continue on a relationship without feelings for him..
i am seriously sorry. but we are still friiends. its just that i dunno how to face him.. thats all..
i dunno for wadd reason, i dun have the mood to be in a relationship.. TOTALLY NO MOOD. even though i still like SOMEONE. but i dun seem to be interested..
hahs. GOSH!! SYF on MONDAE!!! god god god.. sang till my throat hurt liao lorhh. GOSH.
i was said by MR SHI cause i could not sing that stupid high note..WAWA. HMPH! next time i will sing it!! XDXD.
i know i have hurt you. but it was for both of us own good. it it drags on, the hurt will be deeper..
HAH! I AM BACK TO THE SINGLETON WORLD!! YAY!! i join my ahjie WEI HONG THERE. hahas and my BRYAN KOR. :))
although single, i have my friiends family and bestiies!! i LOVE them all!!
THEY ARE SO DARN PRECIOUS TO ME!! ~ XD