BRONZE.
so perfect man.. SO PERFECT. work so hard for this SYF and we got BRONZE. SO DAM PERFECT!!! and because of it, MR SHI might have to leave us.. he was the one who brought us SO FAR. he taught us so many things.. HE MADE US IMPROVED so much..
when i heard the results, i did not cry. i held back my tears.. BUT, everything came out when i reached home.. and now, 2009, it all depends on the sec1 and sec2 this year. it all depends on us to get that SILVER for our choir.. this is already the 4th year we have gotten BRONZE.. KNS.
i saw MR QUEK and MR YONG at the VCH.. and, MR QUEK still remembers me!!!! i am so happy that he remembers me.. ITS A MIRACLE!! but we did not have a chance to sae hi to MR YONG.. so sadd :(. both of them were my PRI SCH CONDUCTORS.. i love them so much.. WOW, MR YONG become very shuai liao lorhh.. hair so stylish and he is already the CONDUCTOR of hillgrove SEC. which got BRONZE. haiz.. TANJONG KATONG girls got GOLD WITH HONOURS. how great.. they have always been a excellent choir for years.. and they could maintain it.. really envy them..
and i will definitely miss CHOIR practices.. all the FUN and others.. but, WE HAVING A CHALET ON 4 JUNE!!! YIPEE!! oley!! XD but only 1dae 1 night.. so sadd.. we wanted to ask MR SHI to go with us.. :)) hope he would.. i kind of pity MR SHI lehh. he will be sacked if we get BRONZE.. and he only has 2 choir.. us and JUNYING. if we scak him, JUNYING will definitely sack him too as JUNYING got COP.. then he will be all alone.. annd, RONALD will definitely stay with us because of SOMEONE. l0ls XD. hahas. well, its worth it though. at least we got some EXP frm wadd the SYF will be like.. and in year 2009, we will definitely achieve something better than BRONZE. its all life learning experiences..

ytd was a totally painful dae for me.. thannks baobei SIHUI ; GAVINbestie for being thr for me ytd.. WEIHONG jie too.. i hurt my EX. he was suffering so much. his family members quarrelled and fought.. he left home and spent the night outside.. including the blow i gave him, he was suffering like madd. I AM TERRIBLY SORRY. but i cant change the fact that i have no feelings for you.. TERRIBLY SORRY.
vented my anger of SOMEONE on SOMEONE'S bball. i kick it lots of times.. hahas. my way of venting my anger.. i cant totally blame that SOMEONE lahh. i have to blame myself for liking that SOMEONE... if only i could have given up on SOMEONE my life would have been easier for me.. i would not have CRIED because of SOMEONE I HATE HIM!!!
to teelin:
WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU YTD?!?! YOU SAID I COULD CALL YOU UP IF ANYTHING HAPPENS. YOU SAID I COULD CONFIDE IN YOU IF SOMETHING HAPPENED... BUT WHERE THE HELL WERE YOU YTD?!?! WHERE WERE YOU WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO?? WHERE WERE YOU?? you went missing when i needed soemone to talk to. I HATE YOU SO MUCH!! you left me alone.. I HATE YOU.
off to the happy things.. i think my mother sort of sensed that i was feeling down.. she tried cheering me upp. i GUESS i cant complain abt her as my mother aniimore.. i am already lucky enough.. SYF is TMR!! wadd to do?? i am feeling afraid that CHOIR will not be ready.. ARGH! wadd the hell am i saying?? MUST BE POSITIVE!! l0ls. hahas. :) i CHEERED UPP. hehe. forgotten abt EVERY SADD THINGS. life has to go on right?? hahas. :)). I WONT LET OBSTACLES STOP ME FRM REACHING MY GOAL.. wadd goal do i have?? XD

i am sorry but it has to end. though its only a dae..
but i dun seem to have the feelings.
i realised i was using you to forget himm
but i cant forget himm.
i am sorry. it ended : 21/04/2007
well, i think i feel free now.. i kind of feel guilty too. i met him aft choir prac todae and we walked to rivervale plaza to eat.. and i met MR WONG on the way.. at the plaza thr, jieqi and thendiana saw us together.. and i sort of stressed out. then while eating, nobody talked it was silent, seems like there is a thick wall seperating us.. the aft eating, he walked me to the bus-stop to go hme. then my bus came and i ran aft it. he ran aft me and gae me a ring.. i was stunned. WOAH THIS GOING TOO FAST.. i was kinda scared..
then when i reached hme, i told him that i did not really have feelings for him and i tried to have but couldn't.. he was HURT. i was too. it wasnt easy when i still like SOMEONE and i accepted HIM just to forget that SOMEONE. it was hard.. i did not really want this to happen.. but i simply cant continue on a relationship without feelings for him..
i am seriously sorry. but we are still friiends. its just that i dunno how to face him.. thats all..
i dunno for wadd reason, i dun have the mood to be in a relationship.. TOTALLY NO MOOD. even though i still like SOMEONE. but i dun seem to be interested..
hahs. GOSH!! SYF on MONDAE!!! god god god.. sang till my throat hurt liao lorhh. GOSH.
i was said by MR SHI cause i could not sing that stupid high note..WAWA. HMPH! next time i will sing it!! XDXD.
i know i have hurt you. but it was for both of us own good. it it drags on, the hurt will be deeper..
HAH! I AM BACK TO THE SINGLETON WORLD!! YAY!! i join my ahjie WEI HONG THERE. hahas and my BRYAN KOR. :))
although single, i have my friiends family and bestiies!! i LOVE them all!!
THEY ARE SO DARN PRECIOUS TO ME!! ~ XD

HAPPINESS

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i will nvr forget this dae whr i found you.
you made all my past feelings for you come back..
i forgotten the other guy and only remember you..
together now &forever..
haha. i am very happy. :)) played badminton with spencer, aaron, jingcong, megan and HIM. i smacked aaron and spenc alot of times. hehe. x)) haha. i was bored lorhh. so i smsed HIM and spenc whether they wanna come accompany me.. then they both said yes.. then we decided to play badminton. so go court lorhh. at thr saw aaron they all. so we started playing lorhh. :)) aaron and spenc don like each other and keep quarreling. haiz.. LIFE IS LIKE THAT. E.G, MY LIFE. XD
oh ya.. 2 daes ancounting!! TO SYF!! we worked so hard just to get a GOLD. if we did not GET GOLD on that dae, do not be sadd. its all worth it.. at least u gave a impression to the judges.. SO STAY HAPPY AND DUN WORRY!! :)) ahahas.
haiz. mother sae nxt week cant use com liao.. SO SADD. dun miss me when i am gone!! XD i know u will haha. tmr got CCA practice. and HE wanna go out but i cant... cause mid-year exams coming liao lorhh. i cant go out.. SORRY SORRY :(( i also sadd. must be positive though. l0ls.
i heard that 1T8 de students went to spread MR THAM de rumors sae he molest a girl. WTF. just because he dun allow them to skip remedial then they like that.. SO UNGRATEFUL. he went to teach you all even though you all wont listen.. a least he did not abandon you all and don teach and take that period to rest marhh. DUN WORRY MR THAM. WE WILL SUPPORT YOU!! GOGOGOGOGO!! haha.
you made my life happy.. i will LOVE you forever.. its just so diff when u showed upp..

haha. guess wadd, MR.SHI did not come for choir todae cause JUNYING sec having SYF todae.. GOOD LUCK TO THEM!! :)) and, we got out silver shoes!! YAY!! looks nice!! l0ls. and, HAH! i failed my maths again.. MUAHAHA. better than last time.. improve 2 marks only.. x)) 6/20.. I DUN DARE LET MOTHER SIGN CAUSE SHE COMFIRM WILL BAN ME FRM USING COM DE..haiz.. todae MR.WONG scold us like CRAZY. know wadd he sae?? : "if only i could seal up you all de mouths with cement, my life would be easier.. you all will nvr use 101 ways to irritate me. or better still, YOU ALL DIE. " haha.
he is a funny teacher though.. BUT ALWAYS TAKES US AS HIS WEAPON TO RELIEF STRESS.. haiz.. everydae comfirm will scold us de..
TMR, go straight to the AVA room when reach sch.. SO, I CANT PASS UP THE PROJECT FOR MATHS!!! GOSH!!! THEN I HAVE TO ASK REGINA OR WHOEVER TO HELP ME PASS UP LIAO.. MY BLOG IS CRAZY!! CANT VIEW MY OWN BLOG EITHER. L0LS. DUNNO WADDS WRONG WITH IT..
SWEAR I WILL SOLVE THE PROB.. :))
HEH. TMR COME BACK FRM VCH WILL BE HOME-ECONS!! YIPEE! L0LS. BUT TMR HAVE TO BRING COSTUME AND SHOES.. BUT MY SHOES I LEFT IT AT AVA ROOM DE CUPBOARD. HEHE. LTR PPL STEAL. x)).
DAM IT DAM IT..
if i had told you that i like you,
would you give me a chance??
and, wadds the point of telling you when i know wadds ur answer??
i hope a miracle would happen...

hah. todae, during LIT lesson, bryan was asked by MR CHO to read out his FANTASTIC POEM and YEEHUI SAID : " i am touched!! " HAHA. then todae aft sch was supposed to meet shilong outside front gate to borrow basketball frm him ( means follow him go hme take larhh ) but i waited for 30 min and he did not appear.. and i called him. know wadd his brother sae?? SHILONG BATHING. WHAT THE HELL!!!!! then i ask his bro to ask shilong call me back aft bathing.. and he did : " ohh! i forget. really sry horh.." me:" argh.. 4get it. then how to borrow the bball?? him:" you come my hse de bball court take.." me :" 0kayy."
when i reached thr, he shooted a few times and passed the ball to me. then he ask me go whr play. then i tell him at 188 there. ohh. 0kayy. byebye.byebye.
when i reached the 188 bball court, half of the court was taken. so i used the other half to shoot ABC. then i shoot halfway, i saw fabian and his friiend. i point at him then he point back at me.. l0ls thn he qiang diao ball and shoot. dam him. then he ask me i come here to shoot ABC only arhh. then i told him i was waiting for weizheng to come.. then he sae his friiends need to take court to play match.. so i let them lorhh. then i sit down thr watch them play.. for abt 1h+ a lot of funny things happened while they played lorhh. i kept on laughing.. :
they just started the match then one guy pass the ball to another and tht guy was ready to catch it BUT, the ball somehow turned and smack the guy's head. fabian and his friiends all lie down on the floor laughing lorhh. ahahas i also dwn thr keep on laughing.
then aft the 1st match, fabian go drink water then his friiend, JIAHAN, went to pour water dwn his UNIFORM. then fabian scold him and JIAHAN pour more. haha. FABIAN WAS DRENCHED LORHH! haha. then fabian chased JIAHAN all around the court spraying water.trying to make JIAHAN wet. l0ls. then JAINHAN run faster so FABIAN cant catch him. then FABIAN threaten JIAHAN that he pour water on JAIHAN bag.. then JIAHAN kan chiong then walk over the FABIAN quickly pour the water onto JIAHAN. he finally was wet. ahahahas.
starting of the 3rd match then one guy got ready to block one guy's shoot so he spread his legs wide and then "PIAK!!" that guy's pants TORE!!! i keep on laughing. then FABIAN went to see lorhh. then he kept on laughing then that guy keep covering the part like he wann to go toilet like that. l0ls l0ls. >.< :)) then they all keep on laughing. then that guy went to one of them de hse to change the pants.. haha. then they continue playing.
i keep laughing at FABIAN cause he play like a clown like that. oops! NO OFFENCE!!~
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haiz. i was still waiting for WZ to come. i rang her few times and she did not pick up. GUESS WADD. my mum called. SH!T. i did not tell her that i was gonna play bball at 188 thr. and she keep on saying :
girls how can like that go out wander around outside wearing sch uniform?? you go outside bball court to play hah?? i got sae i allow you to go otuside play hah?? girls where can like that?? ltr things go missing like your brother lehh??
NA BEI LARHH SHE!!! always compare me with my brother. ITS NOT FAIR LORHH.
she everytime also like that. even if i did tell her that i was going to play, she also wont let me de lorhh!! so wadds the point of telling her?? and also, I HAVE NVR LOST THINGS BEFORE. [ important things ] I AM DIFFERENT FRM MY BROTHER!!! I HATE HER!! and when she makes mistakes, she wont apologise de lorhh. because she wanns her face.. SH!T HER LARHH. FACE. face important or children important?? DUN MAKE OTHERS LIFE MISERABLE JUST BECAUSE URS WAS MISERABLE. UNDERSTAND??? no. she wont. her english is dam lousy.. FREAKO.
WZ fianlly showed up.. and i had to go hme. HOW BRILLIANT!! WTF. so i go to rivermale to eat with her.. and my IRRITATING MOTHER KEPT ON RINGING ME<>
then i come hme liao.. i called her and she kept on nagging. I CANT STAND HER!!! then she sae ltr go NTUC find her and ask me to cook rice first..FREAK. wadd if lose bag hah?? aiya ma, unless that person very poor and wants to study thn will steal my bag lorhh. TOKONG~
to miss TAN WEI ZHENG: ahem!! nxt time, get rid of ur habit of throwing things anyhow outside, and PLEASE DO NOT MAKE ME WAIT FOR SO DAM LONG!!!!
THANK YOU FOR UR COOPERATION!! XD

boring... i dun feel like playing game lorhh.. no interest... woke up at 10+ eat KUEY then watch TV. then my mother ask me to vaccum the floor.. SO I VACCUM LORHH. mother cook GREEN BEAN SOUP!!~ YAY!! i love green bean soup... XD ytd aft switching off com horh, i was dam bored.. sms SIHUI nvr reply.. sms RACHEL-mei also never reply... haiz.. then i dun have anybody to talk to.. sho sianz.. i now already dun dare call someone liao lorhh. very paiseh de.. SO MALU! l0ls. haiz.. msn now also not many ppl to chat with.. BORING!!!!!!! oh ya. i saw jian cheng de blog.. haha. his skin not nice.. l0ls. NO OFFENCE!!! HAHA.
oh yeah. I HATE SUNDAYS!!~ its always so boring on sundays... ARGH!! now fabian busy with his new gf.. SIHUI busy with her IDOL WANG ZI!! and wadd am i busy with?? busy with BOREDNESS. SHO SADD!! they forget abt me!! no larhhs. at least SIHUI better than FABIAN. she still will sms me de.. STUPID FABIAN!!! l0ls.
blahblahblah... ARGH!! RACHEL so careless lost her contacts.. =,=
AND!! MICHELLE got her handphone!!!! l0ls. HAPPIE!! now can SMS HER!!
HEHE. XDXDXDXD
i terribly need to conference!!!!!!!

BORED BORED BORED : thats how i feel now.. XD. totally pathetic.. SAD DEPRESSED FRUSTRATED : i feel this too... woke up at around 12+ then mother straight away ask me help her clean shoes.. I DUN EVEN HAVE ENERGY TO HELP HER CAUSE I DID NOT EAT LUNCH YET.. but still help her aniiwaes.then ask me wash my school shoes. then she cook NIAN GAO for me. but dun have my favourite food : EGG. then ask me go down buy egg and milk.. haiz.. i at downstairs also SUN BIAN buy two marigold jelly. HEHE XD. one apple one peach.. i also dunno why i these few daes keep wanting to eat peach. PEACH LOVER!!!~haha. then ieat finish lerhh i ate both jelly. haha. SO GREEDY. x)). DUNNO WHY HORH, I FEEL SO DARN DEPRESSED.. FOR NO REASON.. OR IS IT BECAUSE OF SOMETHING?? argh.. cant expressed it.. 4get it. ULTIMATE ALLIANCE STILL VERY LAGG LORHH. SO DUN FEEL LIKE PLAYING IT.. shilong com kenna virus, cannot play games. AHAHA >.<. WADD AM I HAPPY ABT?? oh yeah. I BROKE A FLOWER VASE AND ALMOST BROKE A CUP. WADDS WRONG WITH ME?? BAD LUCK OR JUST.. ARGH.. I AM BEING RETARDED HERE.. :(( NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING EXCEPT FOR WATCHING FUNNY NARUTO EPISODES..
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE FOR FEW DAES, I WILL GET MY MIND OFF YOU EVENTUALLY...

com is revived!!~

woot! everything is back to normal!!~ l0ls. the repair com de person scanned our com and the com had 400 viruses!!!~ WOW!!~ pro ehh?? haha. :)) now my com is bak, I AM DAM HYPER!!~ now can installl ULTIMATE ALLIANCE to play liao. last time goh qing wen spent $60 on it but his laptop cant play it then install in this com also cannot play. now can play liao!! and i <33>
good things and badd things happened. BAND GOT SILVER FOR SYF!!~ GOSH. more pressure on choir liao.. they get silver then we comfirm cannot get silver or bronze too! must get gold liao.!! haiz.. this few practices that time horh, MR SHI kept on praising us sia. although i nvr sing cause i having sore throat.. BUT, evrybody sang dam well!!!~
oh yeah. ppl added me in friiendster.. but i dunno who are they l0ls.
&I LOVE MY BESTIES, KORs,JIEs AND DARLINGS!!!~
I MISSED MY COMPUTER!!!~ I GONNA PLAY UNTIL SIAO~~~~ HEHE. x))
SADD TO KNOW THAT BELLA DID NOT NOTICE THAT I WAS GONE FOR WEEKS.. SADD!! T_T
I LOVE MICHELLE! I LOVE SIHUI! I LOVE RACHEL!
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haas. i long long time nvr post liao. I AM STUPID. UNTIL NOW THEN REALISED SOMETHING. AND I WONT SAY WADD IS THAT SOMETHING..
SYF getting nearer. MR SHI KENNA STRESS. WE ALSO.. JIEQI CRY TODAE BECASUE SHE SANG WRONG AND MR SHI TALK ABT IT..THEN SHE CANNOT TAHAN AND CRIED. BUT HENG MR QUEK NOT OUR CHOIR TEACHER ARHH. OTHERWISE THE WHOLE CHOIR COMFIRM CRY DE LORHH. EXCEPT ME AND XNQI CAUSE WE KNOW MR QUEK TOO WELL SO WE WONT CRY. HAAS.
NOT MANY PPL VISIT MY BLOG SIA. SOBS :(( A LOT OF THINGS HAPPENED AND A LOT OF THINGS CHANGED.
ITS SURPRISING TO KNOW HOW LIFE CAN CHANGE SO MUCH. HAIZ. BUT THERE IS ONE THING THAT IS STILL THE SAME.
MY BOREDNESS!!~
SHIT IT!!~
I LOVE HIM A LOT BUT I DOUBT HE WOULD ACCEPT ME..
DUN FEEL LIKE POSTING MUCH.
HOPE MY FRIIENDSHIPS IN LIFE MAY IMPROVE!!~

YINGQING
[[xiiaoCRAZY]]

NEW THINGS

haas. i today aft sch go CP with my baobei SIHUI and bestie huimin. :)) we wanted to ask shilong along but he going out nvr lorhh. haiz. SIHUI baobei dun dare give shilong the birthday card. ask him help give so i give lorhh. XDD
PROWLED THE WHOLE OF COMPASS POINT LOOKING FOR BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR SIHUI BAOBEI DE ER ZI.. THEN WE WENT TO 2 PASAR MALAMS TO LOOK FOR THE PRESENT. IN THE END, WE DECIDED TO CRAV NAME FOR EDWARD. HAAS. THENHUIMIN ANDSIHUI EAT ICE-CREAM. THEN ON THE WAY HOME, ME AND SIHUI KEEP TALKING ABT SHILONG. ><>
I GOT A NEW BLOG!!~ IT IS A OPINION BLOG FOR CHILDREN. MUST GO SEE!!!~
THE LINK IS UNDER MY LINKS. :)) MUST GO SEE!!~~ MUST COMMENT ALSO. XDD.
OH YEAH.~ I FORGOT TO TALK ABT FABIAN. HAAS. HE WAS AT RIVERVALE MALL THEN I CALL HIM TO COME CP CAUSE ME SIHUI AND HUIMIN DAM BORED. THEN HE MET US AT THE POPULAR. THEN WE WERE READING A BOOK AND HE SAID : DUN LOOKTA PORN LARHH. BAKA LARHH. YOU THE LOOK AT PORN LARHH!! HAAS. THEN HE STAY FOR ABT 1 MIN THEN HE GO OFF T FIND HIS FRIIEND. SHIT HIM~
THEN COINCIDENTALLY, I SAW MR. GOH QING WEN ATTHE POPULAR WITH MISS. SALINA . WOAH. GOH QING WEN SAW ME AND QUESTIONED ME ABT WHY I WAS THERE. LIKE I AS SOME SORT OF CRIMINAL LIKE THAT. I SCARED UNTIL LORHH. I TURN AROUND AND I SUDDENLY SEE HIM. FREAKO!!~ L0LS. THEN I EAT HIS POCKEY. HAAS.
SADD~
STUPID SHI LONG GO OUT FOR WADD!!~ BASH HIM UP LARHH!!~
WAA. WHEN DID I BECOME SO VIOLENT??
WAIT.I CANNT BASH HIM UP CAUSE I WANNA PLAY WITH HIS DOGGIE!! HIS DOGGIE DAM CUTE!!~ WOOF WOOF~ L0LS. I ALSO A DOG SIA. MY ZODIAC. HAAS. X))
MUST VISIT MY NEW BLOG!!~