i am so happy as i finally solved out my thinking. i realised that he was not wadd really need. he is so not my type. lol. i put himm at the back of my memory liao. :)) shoo happy!! i searching for another guy who is really my type. haas.. i dun wann to post much cause i lazy. hehe. tata!

:). i dunno why but i kinda happy todayy. cause, todayy at recess, thenn i buyy laksa to eat marhhs. then i walk to my seat then seat down. thenn my back facing you-know-who. then after i eat, i turn my body around and then i saw you-know-who looking at me. i also look at himm. l0lx. so i very happy. at least he would look at me.. haha. ten after sch also see himm. dunno if he got see me annot. i very confused abt my feelinggs. i wann himm to know annd i dunn wann himm to know. even if i wann himm to know, how to tell himm? if i do not wann himm to know , thenn how to keep this secret from himm?? haiz.

MIND IS VERY CONFUSED.

i also very sianz. todayy i went to sit with yijie annd her friiends aft sch. her friiends are all veryy nice!! x)) theyy veryy funnyy. then aft that i go playy netball with them. i keep shooting the ball out of bounds. haas. then they need to go for tournament liao so we stopp playingg. then i saw michelle brandon johnathan kendrick sittingg together. so i go overr lorhhs. :)) then me michelle annd brandon take bus go homme. x)) thenn come back. my bro still at home then i watch himm eat maggi noodles and play DOTA [ the game that shilongg dislike. l0lx.] nth to do lehhs. aiyya i go chat on msn larhhs. haas..

x)).. i mistaken yeehui. I AM SO SORRY!! now, everything is back to NORMAL liaox. and tyty to those who helped to console me!!! x)) annd i have bad news.

I JUST PASSED MY MATHS TEST!!! 25/50!! sho sorry to my parents and etc. I APOLOGISE!!

okayy. i am depressed. annd todayy, i was damm no mood for anything. like i am dead like that. TOTALLY NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING. shilongg still haven online yet. cant chat with himm. these few days like never see himm during recess yet... sianz. he so HEARTLESS to leave me alone with TROUBLES!! joking! x)) annd i often see himm...[ you-know-who ] haiz. he will always wait at the bus-stop de lorhhs. too bad i dont alight a that bus-stop. haha. dunno wadd to do now.. x))

hiie!!! i very long never write lerhhs cause 0f chinese new yearr. x)) haha. this yearr's chinese new year was veryy quiet lorhhs. norally it would be damm noisy but dunno whyy it became so quiet!! l0lx.

annd. i think (he) knows that i like himm liao lerhhs. cause he avoided me the whole dayy. I WANT TO KNOW HOW HE KNOWW DER!!! whoever went to tell, TO THE HELL WITH THAT PERSON!!! cause if he avoided me, it meanns he rejects me.. it HURTS MORE as if he told me personally through his mouth, it would not HURT as much as TRYING NOT TO HARM MY FEELINGS. I WANT THE TRUTH NOT A FAKE TRUTH.

aniiwaes, i DID NOT see shilongg these few dayys. dunno wadd happen to himm lehhs. SHI LONGG k0rk0r!!! U'RE MISSED!!! x)) 0kayys.. this make me feel better from the situation ^ up there.

I SUCK. I LIKE SOMEONE ALSO DUN DARE TO TELL THAT PERSON. WADD A ADMIRER.

PEOPLE!! DO NOT LEARN

FROM ME!!! IF YOU LIKE

SOMEONE, DO NOT HESTITATE

TO TELL HIMM OR

HERR!! DO NOT KEEP IT

TO YOURSELF!!! ANND DON

EVER ANIIHOW TELL YOUR

FRIENDS ABOUT IT

OTHERWISE YOU WOULD

LAND UP LIKE ME!!!

i shoo HAPPY! today cause. i won third in the SKY idol competition!!! x)) then i was like jumping up and down lorhhs. haha. then my class was cheeringg for us like hell lorhhs. thenn i come back home then go back to punggol pri school. wannted to playy basketball bt cannt cause alot of sec ppl playyingg. then muntek dunn lendd us the basketball. thenn shoo sadd we waited and waited for isa to comme lorhhs. cause she todayy kenna detentionn. thenn joanna and yuan yiingg keep harping to ask me joinn CSS [campus superstar] lorhhs. l0l. i keep shuttingg my earrs. but i really wannt to joinn but my motherr dun really allow lorhhs. sobbs. i hope she cann allow then i cann SHINE!! l0lx. annd i whole dayy never see shilongg and (him) lorhhs. sho sadd. cant share my happiness with my god-bro[shilong]. too badd. when he online msn thenn i share it with himm l0lx. then isa joanna wei zheng and yuanyiingg comme my house annd they were like so CRAZY whenn theyy left. theyy hugg me like SIAO. i could not breathe whenn isa hugg me.. l0lx. x)) jkjk.

hiie. nth to wriite lehhs. i dunno why i this feww dayys horhh like no passion to write like thatt. 0kayys. but i am happy because my LITERATURE scored 42/50!! l0l. and also, (him) accepted my request in friiendster!! can get to knoww himm better!! x)) l0l. i also going back to PPS tmr lehhs. aniione wanna go wibb me? l0l. 0kayys. byebye x))

woke up quite early and dun feel tired lehhs. unbelieveable. haha. normally i wake up will also want to go backk to sleep de.. :) then blahblahblah. go on to home-ec lesson. mdm imah keep scolding us lorhhs. but heng larhh. mrs tan never scold us but instead she gave us LOLLIPOP for valentine's dayy!! i LOVE her. i also LOVE . haha and shi long promised not to tell . he knew at the end. haha. thenn go for headstart programme thenn go for choir. shoo sianz. then i come back cahtt wibb friiends online. and blahblahblah. i dunn wanna write lerhh lehhs. dunno why i like no mood to write like that. :PP

wa sey. i yesterday night doing my friendster marhhs. then i look through NINA's friendster friends then i saw de friendster. then i quickly add.. haha. thenn i look through his profile blahblahblah. :)) shoo happyy!!got his friendster liao. then i look thorugh her friiends againn then i saww madeline annd shi longg's friiendster. so i add too!! but i cant find david de.. sho sadd. :(( then i go chhat wibb friiends lerhh. todayy. mother keepp calling miie to wakke upp but i wentt backk to sleep agaiin haha. i wanna sleep lehh.. i very tiredd you knoww? l0l. thenn waitingg for bus to come. bus arrive, then going near bus stopp so i wishh he would boardd the bus same as me but he did not baord the bus. could nott see the whole morningg. sobs.

went forr recess then rachel keep lookingg aroundd for lorhh. sho paiseh lehh me. she wanna sabbo me. thn she saww then she quicklyy push me to see but luckilyy he eating so never see until me. :)) heng heng. then go studyy. blahblahblah. hehe.

then aft schh. dunno wadd to do so i go canteen to eatt. thenn i saw sort of glance at me. like that. i dunno larhhs maybe he lookingg at otherr girls or wadd. l0l. then i fasterr sit downn wibb johnathan and brandonn. eatt finish lerhhs thenn go basketball court to playy basketball wibb boyys. then damien pass ball to me then i turn and pass bal to johnathan. annd he threw intoo a goal. :)) then iturn around. annd i saw shilongg sitting downn at the bleachers watchingg us play basketball. thenn the basketball teacher miss tan come so we the non-basketballers go sit at the bleachers there. thenn i go take my bagg cause i wanna go homme liaox. thenn i saww playying soccer at the hockey pitch there just beside he basketball court onlyy. wonder iff he gott see me. l0l. thenn i take bus go homme liaox. sianz shilongg haven answer my msn request. and havent agree my friiendster request. sobbs. haha. okayys. i dun wan write liaox. i go explore other people de blogg liaox.

heyya! i am back!! l0l. sry sry sry. for not blogging! i still managed to change my blogskin huh? haha. sry la!! XP. kkaes. i had common tests. projects. CCA [which is three days a week] okayys??

well, my school de choir is very LAN!! l0l haas.. then these few days, found a crush. l0l and yee hui , rachel and michelle keep shouing my name near lor.. sobs how can like tt sabo me de?? l0l. haas.. kkaes. then today i was in the canteen marhs. then cut new hairstyle. then rachel say : u siao ah! like tt kind of person!! he cut hishair u still like him arh? then i never say anything. haha. then i glanced away from him.

AFTER SCH
the after school i went to the canteen with cameilie :) sh quite nice larhhs but we not that close. XP. she ate with me then i started to my homework. then i looked around. cant see he usually would stay back aft sch everyday de lorh. haiiz. but ten i turn behind and then saw looking at me lorhh. i then sort of stare look at him too. but quickly look away from his eyes. haha. i felt happy lorhh. at least he would look at me. haha. XP then sufiyah came over and told me that yee hui and the bys at the basketball court. so i went over to look for them. then i walk past the soccer field marhh. ten i saw playing soccer with sebastain and etc. then i quickly run to the basketball court. then i sit dwon with yee hui. then i turn to look at the soccer field. he running at the side of the fence which was facing the basketball court. then look into the basketball court. yee hui saw him and then keeping shouting my name louding lorhh. then brandon hear lerh. say orh! i know who liao!! it is that hao.. then i hit him. okayy i keep quiet. he say. lol then i turn over and saw him looking at me again. :)) laughs* then after that me, weiling and brandon went home together. then brandon buy potatoe hips and green tea marh. so me and weiling keep snatching his food ad drinks. haha. paiseh. :PP then me and brandon alight at the same bus-stop marhh then weiling alone.. haha we pangseh her. :PP then come home do homework then use com.. haha i still havent bathe. :PP okyyas. will post tmr. if have time.